speaking..

i dont know wads happening
i always treat u as a friend
why are there so much doubts between us now
its like.. i dunno

i dont like this
i'll never do wads right

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

spoke on 15th june 08'

random post:

ironic but this holidays is not much fun at all.

i think that im such an idiot at times
screwing things up seems to be becoming my forte
people are getting irritated, angered, frustrated, upset and all because of me
i dont always know wad i'm doing
action before thoughts
regret after actions

things dont always end as i thought it would
i do idiotic things without thinking of its outcome
but sometimes it not under my control

getting mad at me all the time
regardless if its my fault or not
misunderstandings all the time
who wants that
it makes both parties tired
i hate that and i dont think u like it either

sorry to those i've been letting down
i'll do better
being more initiative is one of them

i seriously need some reflection time
to be more grown up
to understand better
to think before i act
to learn to end things on a better note.

life sucks at the moment.

people change
for the better or the worse its for others to judge
the main us will still be there
without a doubt
afterall, fiona wont be fiona unless she acts fiona right

Argument is the worst sort of conversation

yay i finally registered for the wirelessSG thingy.. hahas.. so sian! i was supposed to do homework today lehs! lols.. BUT! lols wadever-.-

anyways, i went out with gina yesterday! hahas! i lazy to elaborate.. lols.. ohyah. and just now i went to tm to visit her! she's working.. hahas.. so sian lehs.. NO work = NO moneh = NO shopping! = NO fun!!
hahas..wadever-.- ohyah.. just now we took lots of pictures! hahas.. i wont upload all cos im lazy.. hahas!=D anyway, here they are=)


gina my forever! hahs!


almost there!


gina & fiona=)

yupp. i lazy liaos-.- hahas.. anyways, took alot of pics on CCN day with jessie sharron and pei ling too! we totally cam-whored ourselves! hahas.. but i really lazy to upload all liaos-.- so just these 2=D


fiona jessie pei ling sharon!


jessie's so cute! hahs!

If you don't believe in magic, then you can't believe in reality

hello! hahas im back after quite a long break=D
slowly suiting in to poly life!hehs.. i doubt i'll get lost around the campus now eh.. hahas!

eh.. lets see.. first day of school was weird since i didnt know anyone-.- i was new!
hahas.. now lehs! i have 2 new aiai-s, jessie and pei ling!(gina's forever no.1!!=D) and i made many new, good and fun friends! hahas!namely-sharon, angela, doris, ivan, joshua, xianglong, david, jianyong=))

hahas.. everyday i dread going to school for lectures and tutorials, ESPECIALLY csa-.- but! thoughts of see them at school make me wanna go! hahas..
we're gonna wear black for ccn day tmr!yay! lols-.-

BUT new friends come, old friends stay! hahas.. i'm meeting my great aiai tomorrow! hahas.. after the cnn crap^^ anotther good thing of coming to school? i get to see 4c ppl too! hahas.. aaron cy vil ying fathin syafiq haz manymnay more all tp de so once in awhile can see them! hahas!

havent been working alot lately=X assignments ah! i think i'm lagging behind.. hahas..sian-.-

ahh... i miss LING PHY AND VON sia! phy says meet up 2 weeks later? lols! so funny one she need 2 weeks.. lols. hopefully can lah huh! hahas..
okay.. thats all for now! last but not least, i do a quiz i found on ling's blog=D

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hurt followed by frustration and hatred i guess?

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
surrounded by people i love EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE!=D

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
romantic!so wad if i'm a gu niang-.-

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
unsure and filled with anticipation i guess?

#5 what's your idea lover like?
tall, dark and handsome!(lols ying!)hahas.. no lah tall with personality=D

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
can i want both?=X

#7 if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him to change his feeling?
depends i think.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
cry my heart out.lols! nope! move on..

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
not really.. does having csa count..

#10 what do you want most in life?
great and TRUE social network=)

#11 is being tagged fun?
yes

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
family home dog parents time friends= happyness=)

#13 who is currently the most important person to you?
gina

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
lols i just koped this off ling's blog!

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
lols half of each. married and rich=D

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
think that i can go back to sleep

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
99%!

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
neither

#19 what type of friends do you like?
give me more of gina, jessie, peiling and 4c!

#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do? laugh?hahs Tagged by : yours truely=) & here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged : eh.. thos whose names are on this post ba.. hahas

-Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups.

phew finally found out my timetable.. thanks to vil, alvin and zhan=) thank you! now all i have to do is make new friends and try not to get lost in school when the time comes..

haiz.. like i said many times before, time really flies.. looking back the these past few months i spent at fb really make me feel like i've found a second home.. people there are friendly and i've met many nice people that i cant bear to part with.. i'm afraid that we'll lose touch when we dont come in contact that often anymore..=( but i doubt so right?.. hahas.. i love fb!~

i'm so glad that i came to know these people=))
-ah lian
-teck tock
-aunty shu ling
-ah hong
-uncle alex
-joey
-kelvin
-bing xian
-royston
-wei xiang
-ah lun
-wen zhao
-lian an
-zhan
-evelyn
-zervon
-rey
-adrian
-shu yi
-rachel
-ah lei
-may

=) =D x) ^^


random pics taken in fb^^


guess who?


freshbox @ tm=) my all time favourite=D


teck looks ready to kill! hahs!


miss ah lian ah!


my working partners through cny! aren't they red? hahas!


i'm checking out the fitting room with spoilt light!~



tag^^

rather than rotting away at home, i spent the time after my o's damn well and i wont ever regret it! my longest break yet was spent with great success!^^

oh and i always save the best for the last! GINA you made my whole break complete!~=D

-If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy..

early early friday now.. 1 am, first hour of the day=) lols.. just home not long ago.. met gina just now and went to slack..hehs.. yay she buy my pencil box for me liaos.. hahas..going home from central took up one hour of my time.. sheesh.. could have watched one episode of tou niu you know! =(

just put down the phone with gina.. lols.. she say i cannot find out my timetable through web now!=( but she will ask her friend check for me tomorrow=))3 more days till school starts! vil says that none of us are in the same class even though so MANY of us are in the same course! ahh!! sian-.-

working in fb is INDEED suits me better-.- lols.. at least i know stuff there..hahs.. teck said that we go there slack and earn money de..lols.. quite true-.- cos no people we can just do our stuff.. but must pack pack also lah! hahas..
today teck went to the toilet but nv tell me he go shit de-.- so he go quite long-.- during that time scare me la suddenly so many people.. foreign people-.- angmos, negros, jap and indo i think.. lols.. the sales jumped by at least 400 when teck came back okay! hahas..
then got one angmo quite big sized de.. he try the shirt too small.. so he ask me wads my name-.- i was like "er fiona." then he went "sorry miss fiona! your shirt is too small for me!" sheesh.. lols..

i'll really really miss fb.. i think i'll try doing part time if i can..=) which means after school work sometimes.. but if i really cant cope then its really no way, just saturdays then..=( but yet again, i wont leave fb!^^

hmm i should sleep early today.. be a good girl=) nights!

-When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile=)

thursay at 2.30am.. here i am cos i have nothing to do.. bah!

day at mitju yesterday was i can say "wonderful". i'm being sacarstic duh-.- lei was real nice! but i guess i just dont like working in mitju after having worked in fb for that long.. sheesh.. i cant do much there anyway cos i seldom work there.. so wanna pack stock or arrange display also weird -.- so all i do there is go there housekeeping first and after that, i either eat or turn to stone..bleh..

another 4 days to tp starts.. i think i'll get nervous! heng got gina and vil=) its the first day of school that always makes me feel weird-.-

anyway, my room is already quite empty and my stuffs are all stuffed somewhere else.. sian.. now all i have to do is wait for the furniture, which would be coming on i dunno when..

i dont want to and i wont drift away from my friends as poly starts! new friends always come but the old ones i love will always stay there! i know im being random again but i dont care
-.-

okay then im lazy to type anymore yet again=)

-I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry..

i'm soo sian-ed!my mama just told me that my furniture cannot be delivered cos no stock=(( so i'll have to wait for like another 2 weeks! wahh.. that means that from this sat onwards i'll have to sleep in a super big and empty room on the floor! ahh.. but heng still got my ti-lam..but still.. -_______-" so much for packing my room..bahs

another siansiansianSIAN point.. im in fe mitju again tomorrow!ahhh... dunno wanna laugh or cry sia-.- yay.. sheesh..

anyway, went out shopping with gina today=) just around tamp area though-.- so long since we last shopped the area.. hahas.. mostly went to fb tamp luh -.- lols.. my bro's in fb now as well! hahas.. that bugger now everyday tio tm liaos.. so i'm out
=(( idiot!! i dont like working in mitju!! dont put me there permantly please!! i scared sia!-.- noo..!

school's starting in less than a week! and wad am i gonna do when i get there? no idea YET! i think i'll be meeting gina, vil and some others first before hand lah huh.. so it we get lost we got lost together^^ lols.can't wait?-.-

im gonna watch my tou niu now=) i know abit slow but can't blame me-.- i just transfered it to my lappy form my bro's friend's hard disk.. hehs.. now the whole series on my com so i can slowly watch=)) its nice!

finally back.. lazy and can say busy to update these days.. hahas.. today was my off day! or should i say yesterday? aiyah.. my off day was on saturday lah huh=) i went out with gina and zhan for seoul gardens' and blablabla.. shall not elaborate.. hahaa..

anyways, wilson found back his wallet!! yay!! haha! he say dunno who called to tell him that his wallet was at amk police post.. like wth-.- we lost it at ponggol.. how did it fly there sia.. hahas..but his ic is inside and thats the best thing isn't it? hehs.. no more worries=)) grats apa!

yay! school's starting soon=)) happy, excited and sad about it at the same time=) =( (>.<)
=) finally i can get back the feel of being in school! hopefully it can be as good as i felt in my sec 4 year! but then again, nothing can be as wonderful as 4C^^
=( school starting means i wont be seeing fb as much as i do now!wah=(( i can swear that fb is one of the best things in my life at the moment!=) people i met there are people that i love to be with!=) fun, joy, sorrow, laughter, exitement..blabla u name it, we have it! ah.. i'll remember these times^^
(>.<) school starting also means new people, new surrounding and new everything! i admit, i'm excited and nervous!! lols.. fiona is a very shy and soft-spoken girl okay.. like wad my teachers used to write in my testimonials-.- anyway, hopefully i'll meet nice people and have fun!=)

momo and dad bought my furniture for me today! its gonna be delivered on this coming saturday!yay! hahas.. this means i will have to CLEAR and PACK all my stuff neatly.. argh-.- but i did one side of my room already.. which is all my stationary and some books blabla.. now i left my wardrobe(which i have to clear as well) my bags and everything else.. which is like ALOT-.- and then when it comes on saturday, i'll have to pack everything back on sunday -.- lols.. cant wait? hehs..

yupp here are pics that i promised that i'll post.. just 2 nia.. lols.. the rest are on ying's blog=)

br> right - up - twist - down - left


hahs! we are damn happy! cant u tell?lols!-elena,wilson,ying,fiona,alvin

uh huh that just these two.. lols.. i'll TRY to post more pics nxt time lah huh? im not a very like-to-upload person=D

okayokay.. just awhile more before i go do other stuff liaos.. like watching gundam00!! ahahs.. for now, i'll just be random..
random #1: its a fact that i have to admit=( people change. even me.. but deep down, i'm still me=)
random #2: people go in and out of our lives.. one moment u may be close as ever and the other, u may seem like a stranger..
random #3: life is like a HUGE single phase made up of many phases
random #4: gina is more than just my girlfriend, she's sister for life!=)

bah! here i am again.. i just got home not long ago cleaned up and everything., now its 3.30am.. sian.. crap my way of posting-.- no matter how many time i change my blog, i still have the same problem.. having to post in the template instead of the usual way.. bleh.. anyway.. good and bad stuff happened today..=)=(

=) wilson alvin and elena come to tm to wait for me after work today..
then went to my house to take ying's SUPER heavy present.. hahas we gave her a 8 kg water melon=)) plus many other stuffs of course! lols..
then on our LONG way to ponggol we called ying's bro to ask about her whereabouts and he paka with us nicely=))
reach her house that time we lit that slice of oreo cheese cake we got and sang the famous birthday song outside her house! lols! ying was like ahh!-ing through most of the song and finding places to hide in her home-.-
ohyah.. she cried again!! wahhaa.. just like last year when we gave her the perfume^^ hahas.. after that she ate the cake and opened the complex present she had=X and blabla.. hahas.. ying said that she was damn touched! yay! hahs.. hey! look at that time okay!i working and elena got school tomorrow somemore! hehs..
lastly!, we took pictures=) well, ying took pictures of practically EVERYTHING we gave her and after that we took fun shots! hahas.. i think i tmr then post up..=)

=( when we left ying's house ler, wilson found out that he lost his wallet!=(( so we go find and everything..
went back the way we came to see if it dropped anywhere.. but cannot find.. so had to call 999 to report lost of ic..
dunno wad happened, we ended up in a taxi going to compass point the police post-.- sit there wait for awhile cos there only got ONE busy officer..
but turns out to be a wasted trip as she told we that we may had to wait for another hour before its our turn..THEN she told us that lost ic no need report one-.- just go the dunno wad building in lavander..
cheh.. so much for waiting..
so apa will be busy tomorrow huh! cheer up okay!=))

ahh.. tired tired! sleepy sleepy! tomorrow at tm with teck again=)
i scared i will sian till i make him sian too sia! lols..
nah! by tomorrow i'll be awake! lols.. hopefully-.-
IF anyone passes by tm help me buy strawberry green tea, more strawberry!! lols! it perks up my day! hahas.. but i doubt anyone will go tm-.-

okay okay.. knock out lers.. hopefully some kind soul will mail back wilson's wallet back to him like gina said huh..=) nights!

yay 4 am ler and i wake up at 9 am tomorrow! dunno wads wrong with me man-.- my time cycle screwed up! whenever i reach home, maybe around 11+?, i'll bathe and blabla.. then 12 plus liaos.. then i will use com till around now-.- even without the com, i can just sit on my lovely chair and stare at the bed thinking how tired i am but i wont go sleep-.- lols.. god save me! i want the largest GO TO SLEEP pill in the world..

anyway, went ikea with sister today! yay!so long never go out with her liaos!loves her! hehs.. hahas.. walk see walk see.. see alot of stuff that i like and WILL buy! wait till i have the mooneh..hahas.. i want my room to have a makeover! i've been seeing this room for like 8 years lers! nothing changed much cept for the positions of the furniture-.- save save.. i want my sister to be there when i buy my stuff..cos when i go with parents, i know i can never buy much-.-

after that, we went back to tm, where i met up with wilson to do some shopping that made me real tired-.- really dumb of me to wear heels actually.. lols.. the shopping was quite fun, considering wad we bought..lols! cant elaborate too much.. hahs..

hmm.. today is the 7th.. i wonder wad day.. lols! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING!~=)) hopefully she thinks that we forgot her birthday.. hahs.. she'll be so happy when she find out the trouble we went throught to prepare her stuff! lols.. details tomorrow-.-

okayokay im tired.. i wanna sleep! go sleep luh.. honestly, i'm mad-.- nights!

fionaCHONG
SWEET seventeen?
27th feb^^
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4C o7'<3
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